Imagine 98% of the nights of your child's first year of life spent with just you. As a mother healing from natural birth. As a mother on the slow ride that includes postpartum depression. Trying to rediscover your beauty after the rare form of body dismorphia caused by pregnancy. Even though others look at you and congratulate you on the quick bounce back, not once considering that you had a different idea of a post pregnancy weight. Trying to readjust your dreams and keep th